RE-BONJOUR! it’s been a week actually that i’ve been back but i didn’t have time to update. PARIS was fabulous. i really liked the experience and it went way better than i thought it would. i had a REALLY good time over there and if i could, i would definitively give it another go. a lot of things happened to me in Paris, obviously.. but i don’t think i would explain to you here, since i’m not much of a writer these days. i mean, i am but.. i don’t know how to say it.

a blog is supposed to be a place where you free yourself from all the things you are dying to say for the sake of it. it’s like a diary but less personal. actually it depends. when you think about it, the term is pretty much different for each individual. some persons would write everything that happened to them daily while others would prefer keep some more privacy. and i’m not talking about the ranting or the bitching, everyone do that online and offline. like they won’t confess for example that; oh i lost my virginity today. or i wank myself off this afternoon. or that i watch some porn movies last night. or i slept with some random guy last night. or i took ectasy and i went K.O… understand what i mean now? on second thoughts, maybe some people would say that out aloud, i wouldn’t so sure about the details though. wait a second, how did i come up with this subject anyways? oh, right, i was trying to explain myself for not wanting to share the -juicy- details about my trip.

in brief, my point is, i don’t feel like going into details because they are kind of personal and since i know anyone could wander around, i rather not take any chance. besides, i’ve shared enough since i came back and it’s getting annoying to repeat myself like a freakin’ robot all the time.

i will be going in some sort of HIATUS, until i finish dealing with important issues at the moment. i will return comments as soon as possible but there might not be new posts very often from now on. also, i might not be very active so i’m deeply sorry if i don’t have the time to comment on your blog, and that concerns my lovely affies.

by the way, SPAMS MUST FUCKING DIE.

PARIS IN 12 DAYS! oh mon dieu, i simply can’t wait. i haven’t prepared anything yet and thanks to my laziness, i’m not planning to do my room anytime soon, even though it is A MESS and it should really be done before my wonderful trip.

let’s wish the SPECIAL one in question isn’t going to read this or someone i know who has the potential to betray me by telling MR.X what i’m going to say isn’t reading THIS paragraph. oh well, i know i should make this post private but i don’t feel like it now. so i won’t tell where, who or the circumstances it occurs BUT oh my, MY BOY IS SO AMAZING SHIRTLESS. *giggles* i feel so girly now. can’t help it, i’m like in a super good mood and i feel like kissing everyone. well, not litterally kissing but you know… i’m still smiling at the thought.. aw. you should’ve seen his skin. you would’ve DIE RIGHT THERE. it looks so soft and touchable! enough, i don’t want to spill all the juicy details, i’ve got to keep the rest for myself YOU KNOW.

i only have 2 days of school this week. and this thursday, i’m going along with my friends to ski at Mount Orford. isn’t that fun? i just loved to ski and i couldn’t have miss the chance to practice my not-so-good skills when it comes to that sport.

i will not excuse myself for the lack of updates again, because that will be like every post’s routine from..now on i guess. well SORRY. there i said it! it makes me feel better you see. well a lot of things happened to me recently and like usual, bad stuff. or maybe i’m just too much of a dramaqueen and i should look on the bright side instead.. yea right. *roll eyes* actually, my maths and physics teachers have asked my parents for a private meeting on february 15th, which is this thursday, which means i’ve got to prepare my grave. well i have to admit i pretty much deserve to be punish since i’ve been relatively demotivated at school recently, or shall i say since last year?.. well here you go. on the other hand, this parents meeting may be a good thing if i end up taking school a bit more seriously.

i’ve opened a new community, which is called NINEDROPS. i don’t know where the inspiration of the name came from but i remember that i wanted something simple. if you have a livejournal account, go join! unfortunately, it’s members-only, so in order to see the graphics, you’ve got to join. i’m sorry.

and yea, my sister is not coming home tonight. again, she is staying at her bf’s apartment. so ONCE AGAIN, i had to cover for her by telling my parents that she went to [insert a girl name here] and that she will stay at her friend’s house for the night. damn her. why does she always have someone when i don’t! why doesn’t she EVER cover for me instead uh? oh! i know. that’s because she doesn’t need to seeing as i GOT NO ONE. and don’t even remind me it’s Valentine’s Day soon.

i have a huge to-buy list to make. BECAUSE IN 3 WEEKS, I’M GOING TO PARIS. you just wait and see, i’ll get myself a hot french boy when i’ll get there. *confident tone*

NEW LAYOUT! i love this one, must be my favourite one so far. finally, i did figure the fatal error out! haha. vive moi. so this layout featured irina lazareanu, a canadian model who has modeled for many top designers such as Chanel, Versace, Anna Sui, Alexander McQueen, Balenciaga. i find her quite pretty isn’t she? her photographies were too inspiring and i think i would be insane if i haven’t make a brand new layout out of it.=) i’ve updated EVERYTHING. absolutely everything. it took me a while though.. what am i saying? took me HOURS to do so! i expect you to take a look around then if you don’t want to see me haunting you during your sweet naughty dreams. oh! wasn’t that controversal? whatever, you know what i mean.

did you know i have a livejournal? WELL. if you don’t. you know what you gotta do now.

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my icons are there and well, i do post some entries as if it was a blog but .. no actually, i think i will convert it into an icon journal or community. for the time being, go COMMENT! let me remind you that you don’t need to have a livejournal icon to leave some feedback! wicked uh! aww livejournal is ♥!

oh january, the month, the marvelous month, where everyone has decided to celebrate their birthday all on the same week-end! hell, aren’t there 4 week-ends in a month? why! oh tell me why i need to suffer from all the gifts shopping like that. i mean, i don’t mind shopping for my friends. not at all. but on the same week-end? when do i get the time to do so anyways? WHILE they are celebrating it? the first one, uh no, the two first ones start on this friday, followed by the whole week-end which is saturday and sunday. uhuh. plus, where am i gonna get the money for all of these? HELLO MUM AND DAD! i don’t like to be dependant to my parent financially like this; ok right, i’m still fifteen and haven’t start working yet… and it’s kind of understanding in a way. BUT STILL, really i should plan about getting myself hire somewhere… a partial job, anything. well when i’ll have time and not be overdosed with homework and activities, we will see.
i’m never going to have a job.

i tend to exaggerate all the time but NOW, not a bit. i’ll prove it..right now. let’s take a look on my to-buy list. well i have 1..2..*keeps counting* 5..6.. *starting to panic while counting* 9…oh my goodness.

TEN FUCKIN’ PRESENTS!

this is so insane. i’m totally retarded. the reason i got too much is partially my own fault though.. some of them, err..most of them are considered as belated gifts. i know. i’m the one to blame.

sitewises TIME! well, i’m still stuck with the same problem since i haven’t had much time to deal with it and frankly, the fatal error with WP pissed me off and i don’t want to even look at it anymore. until this issue is fixed, i can’t update the right sidebar with the navigation and stuff. sorry, i know it sucks. in the meanwhile, i’ve finished two blends.. like months ago but forgot to published them. so here they are comments, please? constructive ones make me improve. in my opinion, though, the scarlett one looks better.

SO FINALLY. after i-don’t-know-how-many-days of confusion and frustration towards WordPress, here i am, with this new version, still confused and frustrated with WP. god, i hate it. i hate it when i don’t get what did i do wrong with the code. seriously, i’ve been messing around with WP enough now and all i want to do is . clear enough? so PLEASE, can someone tell me why the hell my header won’t load? it keeps saying :

Fatal error: Call to undefined function: get_header() in /home/antislee/public_html/o-nature/wordpress/wp-content/themes/1
/index.php on line 1

argg. i did everything i could think of to get rid of it but it WON’T WORK! i’m desperate. i got the same warning yesterday with my comments plugger but fortunately, it happens to go away after i did..something that i can’t quite remember..damn it. actually, i don’t even know how come my site is up. really, this is FRUSTRATING. i managed to update a few things, although i’m not done since my HEADER doesn’t work and in order to add my stuff, it has to load, i didn’t do much. aw, i’m sorry but my mood tends to be intolerable these days,…pardon.

i must also apologise for not having once blog during more than..oh dear, ONE MONTH! ouhlala, i didn’t realise it was that long until..now. anyways, from now on, i will be more active since wp is supposed to make all this blogging thing easier for me. supposedly. by the way, have you noticed my smileys? hihi i love them.

ahh! i recently watched the trailer for the fifth movie of harry potter and i can’t wait to see it in the theaters this summer. although i’m wondering why the trailer maker didn’t put DRACO IN IT, i think HP & the order of the phoenix looks good. hermione is becoming so pretty! i mean, LOOK AT HER. she’s so gorgeous now and she has sure grown up. what else seems interesting? HARRY’S FIRST KISS!